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Web Log and News 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 | 23 | Blogs per page:Four days left until Tori comes home! She's been away in America for nearly three weeks now and I'm missing her loads. Strange, as I normally don't miss anyone when they go away. This weekend Perky is coming up in her new car. She's all excited bless her, and I don't blame her, I would be too if I had a new car! The house here is getting tidier, it's been a right mess the last few days. I had to skip the gym tonight to get just a little bit of it done, but it's getting there. I got around to laying the network cables properly under the carpet too, Craig's [housemate] room will have to stay on wireless for now, as he didn't make himself up a cable. Work wise, things are going ok. The other day was stressful, although its not a stressful workplace, there is a lot of things to do, and very little time to do them. That means for example if you're on helpdesk (we switch around) and have a few problems to deal with, and customers are ringing in every five seconds, the jobs you need to have done, don't get done. Which means customers are put out - and then they phone you while you're doing another job, etc, etc. Well tomorrow I'm going to see Scary Movie 4 with Karen. I've heard mixed things on it, and i've not seen any of the films it laughs at, but should be fun anyways. ---------- 20/4/2006 @ 22:55 (GMT) So much to say and so little space to say it! Well first thing's first, I have moved out of the parent's place (finally) and moved into my own house. The freedom again is nice, although not as nice as when I lived in Cheltenham, as I'm hardly ever here, work takes up so much of my time now! I've moved in with my work colleague - Craig. He's ok to live with, we're both geeks, and so the electric bill is going to be huge when it finally comes in! The house is a large one - we've got three bedrooms (the two main ones are doubles), a driveway that'll fit 4 cars, a front and back garden, and a huge living room. It is expensive a month, but it's worth it. The job is going ok - I?ve learnt a lot of new stuff, and so I?ve become a bigger asset to the team. I'm basically 'the man' to turn to about Internet related things (we have an application that can be internet based and I get called upon to sort it out) in the UK which is kind of cool, although sometimes a nightmare if a lot of work comes in. In the life front - I've joined a gym and I'm actively pursuing it. Everyday now for a week and I'm feeling better about myself (even if I don't look it), although it is taking up a fair chunk of my time. I'm also kind of 'seeing' someone else. I don't know how serious it is, but I do care a lot about her, and I think she feels the same. It's weird though, we're completely different people, and we do have some issues, but somehow it is working so far. Review-wise, nothing much is happening. I'm trying to get the Enermax ELT500W review out as soon as possible, that is months overdue, and it isn't even my review, but it does need to be done. It is a nice power supply, with some great cabling features. While I remember - since this is my internet line now - the website should be permanently up. So no more limits, or the site going down because my father is playing CounterStrike. ---------- 25/2/2006 @ 15:8 (GMT) Up and down like a yoyo, and now I'm pissed as hell. Me and the Ex have definitely split up - she doesn't even want to be friends now and is being a complete bitch about it. I suppose this is kind of what I needed, she doesn't want me but doesn't want me to have anyone else, just shows the type of person she is now. I've been leaning heavily on my close friends recently, so I would like to give a big shout out to Tori and Perky. You two have been fantastic in getting me through all of this crap and on to bigger and better things for me. You are both truly great friends. In work life things have been blasting along really fast. I was in Dorchester in Dorset on Friday and I'm off to Cardiff in Wales on Tuesday. Then in a few weeks I'm off to Holland again for a few days. I'm currently house hunting with a guy from work for a nice place - so I should hopefully finally get out of here and on with my life again. Time to start all again - and finally be happy with life - without controlling people ruining my life. Cheers for all the shouts people, keep them coming, it?s nice to get them. ---------- 10/2/2006 @ 22:29 (GMT) Another week over - and it has been loads of ups and downs. Just when I think things couldn't get any worse, they get much better (or I think they do) and just when I think things are going right, a complete disaster happens. Sleeping and eating has become merged with the never-ending wakening, my life seems to be dragged through the passage of time, I am not fully awake just drowning in it's currents. I fully expect to wake up one day, many years from now and continue living again - wondering why I couldn't see above the waves. At least my job allows me time to think and be alone - I have not got a busy industrial job where there is loads of pressure. Maybe that would be better though - no time to think or feel. Next week I'm going down to the Royal Opera House to do some installations - that should be interesting, although a long time on the train. Then possibly to Holland again for some more training in March (*sigh*). I have been learning some more stuff though - XML and XSL are flooding into my brain - I might consider using some of them on this website - just to implement some more technology into it. ---------- 5/2/2006 @ 22:35 (GMT) Well after a week of pain - it is finally over. My long term girlfriend of seven and a half years dumped me yesterday. They say it takes a month to get over someone, for every year you spend together (or something like that) so I'm going to be hurting for a very long time. I'm still doing stupid things though that I shouldn't be now - thinking of her automatically when I hear some types of music - when I see something that links her in - and I've nearly text her about a million times now. I keep expecting to hear something from her though - a text to see how I am - a quick phone call to say she's off work, but I know it's not coming anymore, and that familiarity is killing me. It's so hard to accept that someone just doesn't want you anymore, and that nothing you can do or say can change that. C'est La Vie as they say - such is life. Did I really expect anything else - for someone to actually want to be with me forever?! I think I need my head checked again. ---------- 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 | 23 | |
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03/04/2008 @ 13:44 -: Tigerreno :- Happy birthday babe ---------- 07/01/2008 @ 12:30 -: Fatman :- Welcome back online. ---------- 04/01/2008 @ 16:35 -: Tigerreno :- Got it all up and running now :) ---------- 17/11/2007 @ 10:56 -: Fatman :- Hurrah!...guess I better get on with something then. ---------- 14/09/2007 @ 16:49 -: Tigerreno :- Not left shout in while, so hiya babes love you xxx ---------- 26/08/2007 @ 03:09 -: BTJ :- RSS feed fixed again, another silly mistake on my part. ---------- 16/08/2007 @ 19:57 -: BTJ :- Yeah I found the same thing, great for mouse, useless for keyboard ---------- 14/08/2007 @ 17:33 -: Fatman :- Got my wrist splint today. I'm lucky if I can manage 10 words a minute with this thing on. ---------- 10/08/2007 @ 17:11 -: Tigerreno :- No up date about the new job yet! Well done babe only a week left.Love ya xx ---------- 30/07/2007 @ 16:45 -: :P :- Hello XX ---------- |
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